It’s Been Way Too Long

Wow! After living here for nearly a month, I FINALLY have internet access. It feels good to sit in front of my laptop and type away on my blog. I’ve missed you guys. I’ve missed writing and commenting and talking with everyone. Hopefully, you’ve missed me too.

It’s been crazy hectic. Some days I feel the very grit of my soul being tested and can only say that being a single mom is VERY difficult. EVERYTHING depends on me. EVERYTHING. I can’t miss work, I can’t miss my kids parent teacher conference, I can’t miss being there for my kid when he’s sick. Some days I go to my room and collapse on the floor (I couldn’t fit my box springs up the stairs so my mattress is on the floor. Great, huh?), lock the door, give myself five minutes to cry and then wipe my eyes and go back outside to face the world.

I’ve had my mom in the hospital, my sister in ICU, vomity kids and a cranky ex-husband to deal with.

I can’t wait to catch you up on the ins and outs of where I’m at and how it’s going. I’m single now – no boyfriend because I promised myself I’d give it time, but I’m not gonna lie and say it hasn’t felt good to have men show interest in me. I could always use more money and hopefully a second part-time job will keep me from worrying about putting food on the table and keeping the lights on.

Please leave a comment and tell me hi. I’ve missed y’all here!