Weary
I’m keeping up with the blog even though I’m tired most of the time and shoulder-deep in a job search now. But this is a great outlet – I just have to find the right balance at this time to be respectful of my in-laws and future employers.
One sad thing about divorce (there are many) is the fact that the chance of talking with your in-laws are pretty much non-existant. I love my in-laws. Not that I say it often or if I’ve ever even told them before, but I do. My heart aches because they are great people. I care deeply for them and wish this didn’t have to end.
Paul, Jens and Dirk have been wonderful brothers-in-law to me. They are all great men and very kind to me. It breaks my heart to think I won’t see them again. Heinz and Christine are also wonderful. I love them very much. I hope that they will not hate me when this is over. I write this with tears in my eyes. I will always hold those memories of time spent with them in my heart.
I didn’t intend to write this today, but perhaps it is for the best.
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May 15th, 2009 at 4:12 am
You always be the daughter and sister in law. You will always be in their hearts. You split with your husband, not with friends (that are your in-laws).
They won’t hate you – why? You’re a great person!
May 15th, 2009 at 6:35 am
Thank you! I hope they feel this way. I do love them very much.
May 17th, 2009 at 11:27 am
Hey Tawnya!
No, there is no reason to hate or not respect you. You are a great person and when i spend those 3 month in San Mateo, you were like a sister.
You are for ever in our hearts – don’t worry!
Paul
May 17th, 2009 at 11:32 am
Thank you Paul! I love you and the whole family very much. I had a really good time when you were with us and felt very attached to you…. and those atomic spiders.
May 17th, 2009 at 11:41 pm
See? I knew that. Why should anybody hate you for making this decision. They are your family – now and forever!